whats the meaning of growing up??
was chatting halfway . .
then suddenly remembered this scene .
when i was little .
as little as 5 yrs old . .
i saw my elder cousins .
all coming for chinese new year gathering .
all were like so tall and maturedly dressed . .
damn . .
i just wished i could rich the top of the cupboard .
the cupboard where my mum used to place her keys .
the cupboard where the adults can reach just by stretching .
like so high -____-||


now .
20 . .
how i wished my uncle would still carry me around shopping .
putting everything that i pointed into the basket .
its not no more now .
its different now .
they just dump the that lump of money and asked me to get it myself .
my cousin used to drive me .
he's busy .
chauffeur around .
GOD . .


now .
20 . .
smoking .
drinking .
clubbing .
betting .
monkeying around .
is this right or wrong .
i choose , my decision .
is this dependent??
fun = wrong doings . .
hmmm . .


now .
20 . .
i'll have my own life soon??
nah . .
soe .
chooses freedom .
loves traveling .
to me : just do whatever u like .
as long as u don harm the others .
then just do it ^^


have great weekends guys :)