Missing someone is a part of loving them..

If you're never apart you'll never really know how strong your love is.

love isnt finding someone you can live with ,
its finding someone you cant live without ...
and i let the one i cant live without go .

i dreamt about her last night .
nothing can be sweeter than us . for the first 2 years at least?
its difficult to deal with taurus after you rage them .
this morning to be exact . went home around 6 this morning .
crazy much i guess .

i think of her when i eat
i think of her when i walk
i think of her when i close my eyes
i think of her when i listen to songs
i think of her when i am talking to someone


i think of her as long as the clock is ticking ..


she said she doesnt like this type of msgs .
i cant help it . its my purest thoughts and feelings .
guess she doesnt visit my blog anymore .
nor anyone else .
i'll just speak through here :)
i dont know why i am a sucker for her .
she's neither miss universe nor millionaire .
she's just an apple of my eye .


i just felt its unfair towards my friends who was there for me
and after she is finally free , i have to let my friends go?
no , i'm just not strong enough to do that .
they say , i'll always be there for you .
now that i lost her , then i realise , no one will can always be there for me just like her ...


if loving her means letting her go .
i will run away from her :)
but please .

do what makes you happy ,
be with who makes u smile ,
laugh as much as you breathe
and love as long as you live . i love you .


love .

is a strange thing .
its an indescribable force .
it cant be weighed , cant be counted and cant be measured .
it changes all the time . sometime stronger , sometime not as strong on the surface .
its noble and blinded .


how do u love someone?
how do you know?
like how they always say? die for them ? jump for them ? take the blow for them ?
will you do that when the time comes?
its not as simple ..


if you love her ,
you will think that only yourself that is compatible with her .
none can do better than you did .
none can out win you . none can do more than you do for her .


why?

cause she will always be there .
you just know it .
that place , that time . she will always be within your reach .
a phone call away or by the time you opened your eyes , she'll already be there :)


i cant feel anything except regrets ...
just nothing but regrets ...
i am not trying to get her back .
i just want to wish her the best :)

all the best ting .


what do i really want sia ..
i also dont know .
efffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff .


talked to her just now for quite sometime .
seems like ages before i heard her voice ...
still as sweet as usual .


get her back?
or just get on and pick up someone on the road?

tell me peeps...





i really regretted it


its a chillax day !!!
woke up quite late ! like around 11?
then saw this post that rebel DJs going to sentosa
cafe del moar to be exact ! damn cool~

i mass sent to everyone , then most havent wake up -.-
only those who dint go rebel woke up ! hoho !
tammy jacky ligang and thia is willing to go ! whhhhoooops whoooop

tammy fetched me around 3 plus , then she suggested KOI !
the queue was effing long i swear !
but surprisingly quite fast ! like 15 minutes?

jacky chiong to sentosa , ligang reached alr ~ hahah .
reach around 4 lah~ not too bad .


i look so zai walking in prada shades towards the DJs . everyone got that funny eye
how the hell does he know the DJs?? hohoh . im soey can ???!!!

the whole experience was great
had an incident la , damn shy to talk about ! eff ~
im suffering from low self esteem syndrome -.-
need to start shedding some weights~

ligang went off with thia~
then tammy kidnapped me to eat ramen !
wasnt that hungry though ... but better than i get gastric probs??
my stomach was churning since last night la .
drank too much , i think i'll flung my tests . shit .


no more drinking this week ! woooooooooo ~
you guys can rape me all you want if i broke this promise .
its been planned out .
monday steamboat with nic , will they all .
friday bbq with wayne they all ~
i love them ttm ! heheh ~


i need iphone4 like soon !!!
more pictures for my dull blog~
i wanna change its skin again though .


have a great night peeps .
start the week with a wide smile XD


i just got too much things to write !
these 2 weeks feels like forever man -.-
wayne said the 2 nights seems like 2 years alr ! lol ~

thats really quite not cool when u spend good amount of money to kill yourselves .
we really need a healthier activity to do man ...
i think next time we go fly kite sua .

suddenly craving for oyster mee sua :(
jesus , im not expecting man .
why u have sudden craving for food like girls ~ oh myyyyyy ...

as usual , last night was a blast .
chern toh chua they all came back to rebel
really glad they came back .
but no promises they will stay ... zz



its a sunday . best time to sentosa ! hahahahahahah
all still havent wake up ... FML !