these are the main actor and actress for this blog~
mr and mrs wu ^^
behind my girl is the supporting actress, one of the many!
she's xling! ( softer zhang hui mei ^^ ) haha~
haha .
married in advance , officially in few years later!! lalala~


well, its new year people .
everyone has new resolutions, new hopes and new beginning :)
but what i told my girl is that ~
although we try to start form 'scratch' , they continue from sweet memories we had before!!
chim ehh??
no lah . its just that we're going to mend some of our ways to make communication better!
thats for us :) i love u babe ^^ other guys have to wait for next life? haha~
really glad i can be with you last night!! hoho .
well, dont think too much over those stuffs okay ??
you have me , and my friends! ALL OF THEM!!


for my friends!
i think i seriously have trouble for timing !!
but, soe will try his best to please everyone okay!
sometime he's too hectic then slipped his tongue~
sorry lah wee ^^
don't angry kays ^^ later got wrinkles~ lalala~
having more friends? perhaps yes, perhaps not~
more friends mean more time slots to be filled .
then my girl leh? my family leh? my BESTIEs leh?
haha . actually my girl is difficult enough to please le -.- jkjk XD


but for sure is i'll have to start watching my diets le .
smoking is really not that good~
will only do it when necessary bah !!
thats the same for u too LEE and ALEX!!
in consideration of being pinched by lao po da ren~
should be taking less sweets and sweetened drinks le bah~
i shall have kisses from my girl for substitute!! haha!!



all the best to u guys too yea!!
its new year people , fuck the economic downturn .
to indonesian-chinese (all) its only hardworks that matters .
thats how my family and the rest fo the indo-chinese does things :)
promises are meant to be fullfiled and NOT broken!
to err is human, to forgive is divine ; nevertheless : more err = more sin thus down u go!!
soe reaps what he seow ( this is the correct word dammit!!)
pragmatism is he how does things . and bird's eye view is how he look at things
( although sometime phak jiao lah -.- ) gome ne~



going out with mum le .
omg . i really wonder i hardly have half an hour at home and why am i still FAT!
zz . my girl will just have to run with me ^^ hoho ~



















this is whats my girl look like now!!
she asked me to wake her up so she can jog .
kao!!
called 10 over times le .
still looking like the picture on top !!
haha XD
oooops~
must be last night slept too late le!!
later see u then bite u!! RAWR~


was out with mum ytd afternoon .
shopping time -.-
girls, woman , char bo~
shopping is inevitable with them~
so, the guys carry the things .


went over to meet J :)
at sembawang to pass her the books .
then we went over to meet wee wee and xling ^^
congrat for your first day teaching xling ^^
who knows u can stay in this profession ~
lalala~


stayed till round 8 plus .
then went home le .
to tell you guys the truth~
waking up at 8 during holidays and keep going out will drained u to the last drop of life!!
seriously shagged sia~
then today woke up early to give that pig miss calls only !!!
she owe me 5 kisses as usual!! lalala~


going to shop with mum again bah~
cant wait for tmr~
u guys have a great new year ahead yea :)


been out for consecutive 5 days .
mean since i came back from indo!!


well ,
i want to emphasize that obstacles are always there to make bonds stronger!!
agree??!!
yesh .
at least it makes my girl and me closer than before ^^
we will elaarn along the way okay?
i may have done things that u dont like .
u too babe!!
u broke my heart over and over again -.-
sew it back pls!!


played basketball this morning .
quite harsh .
but not at peak form -.-
hmmm .
slack too much in indo ^^


was companying my girl for dinner just now .
too bad i ate le .
super heavy lunch with Julius my cousin at soul garden .
the one at causeway point ^^
then huapig came .
then min min came .
then we decide to change venue .
too ex le bah~
no point ^^
went to meet up wee wee .
then eat at civic centre~


wasn't that satisfied bah~
hmmm .
we'll try other things nxt time yea ^^
i cant wait for 31st ~
count down!! wheeeee~
with some of the people that will turn up for my birthday!!
boo~
my girl will be there too of course ~


















WILL MY GIRL STILL KISS ME IF I BECOME A MONKEY ??!! ^^
HOHO <3

























no need much explanation bah :)
whats that?
something special .
thanks jew :)
its the thought that count .


how's movie babe?
having fun yea?
2 months start 11 dec .


p.s : mark my words
sadded :(



























































thats so much for alex post bdae celebration ^^
enjoyed myself so much!!
got to meet my girl too ^^
some more photos are with mar .
i doubt she'll upload them -.-


was from raffles UOB .
then to chinatown .
then chiong back yishun .
gosh .
i wonder why i havent slim down despite of the hectic life!!


changed my blog song .
although its not some new songs .
i dedicate this song to one and my only girl ^^
waiting for your love .
the story behind this song is that ,
when i was in indo having late night super come dinner .
there's this very loud and soothing music playing at the same time .
its this song ^^ was wondering how my girl was doing .
she's like 2 hours away from me by air .
then my mind wandered off thinkin of her!!
there'll be one day when she will be in indo with me!!
lyrics is meaningfull , the best to describe my feeling and thoughts at that time :)


she's goin out tmr -___-|| stay home lah!! boil soup and wait for your hubby to come home!!
ceh~ think too much ^^ haha .
took some neo-prints with her ytd ..
havent got the chance to scan it .
will do it whenever i can :)


nito guys .
will be having a busy day tmr again ^^
i miss my girl .
she got sore-throat .
luckily they are not kiss-borne XD
if not i can never get well ^^









































this place is at vivo!!
marche~
i love it here .
really love it here .
in fact . WE love it here!!
the ambiance is great, with the log-house theme .
it does really feel like christmas .
ordered too much -.-
lucky my girl stopped me , if ot , more food would have come to waste .
well. its not as big as village though . butu its enough if were' coming once or twice a month :)


we didn't wait for ys and xl!!
its ALL HER FAULT ^^
she was like shouting and all when we came into the restaurant -.-
gosh .
spent 300 bucks for the past 2 days .
presents, food, cakes, its alright when there are all worth while!!
i loveeeeeeeeee Christmas ^^


spent my whole day with her :)
its been sometime since we last spent time that long :)
but out parents weren't that happy we came back that late ^^
haha!!
hers is cause she ton outside 2 days leh!!
its okay ~
we'll go out after your curfew is over then ^^
i'm waiting for u to wake up!!


going for dinner with wee, mar and alex for his post bdae celebration ^^
still thinking where to eat bah ^^
hope my girl can join us though~
YAWNz .
gonna update myself with magazines!! chhiaooo guys ^^



















happy birthday keng whye!!!
and merry christmas people!!!



just reached singapore ytd early noon .
my girl fetched me
note : new number of mine is 82984178
sorry people if u cant get to me .
i wish you all the best too yea :)


was wondering who to go out with .
my girl went to celebrate with her friends~
hmmm .
today then goin out with her bah ~
christmas was little bit different this year .
although not with gf for the very first second .
meet some new friends~ crazy and nice people :)
not really count down bah . its a festive of JOY!!!
right wee!! haha .


met wee at 6 plus .
then jia min .
then buy cakes in town .
it was super duper crowded .
wet grounds turned half of my mood to a foul one -.-
dinner was pepperlunch ~
nice nice ^^
didn't manage to take those photos though .
hmmm .
met my secondary school peeps at timbre . the one at oldschool .
some are going thailand , its a shame i cant go . next time kays?
nice music, nice drinks, different class of people on general .
wil go back there definately . but with lotsa friends ^^ haha~



was about 12 plus when we cab back
i called almost all of my phone's contacts!
waa . no then realised that i have so many friends ^^
we sent mel to her house first .
then wee and me go off to whitley road .
another crazy guy's place .
some drama happened .
its okay . see and hear no evil~ touch will be next time XD!!
drink some hard liqueur . it was sweet . but fucking strong -.-
who cares , continue drinking .
it was about 2 before we start mahjong!!
omg .
this christmas celebration damn cheeeena lah -___-||


but thanks alex .
you're really such a wonderful friend .
you have many weird friends . AND U CAN STAND THEM!!
lol XD
alex fetched us back .
i was the first to reach .
promises wee's mum to fetch her back though .
its okay~ daddy alex will get the job done for me!!



slept at 4 .
woke up 10 plus .
then this legendary J came online ^^
someone of the same species .
slept late, wake up early . haha .
talking to her . we need some catching up bah .
was away for 10 days . so yea . my dear friends missed me right?!! haha .
where's your dedication!!
i'm like still waitting lah 0.o


its been raining here every evening .
and i seriously hate raining days .
the puddles , wet ground . zz .


time does fly doesn't it?
4 more days and i'm back to singapore .
but not for long . coming back here again!!
haha . its the end of the year u know .
soe's busy!!
lalala~
taiwan and bali .
at least 2 destinations this year!!


i just bathed .
the wind is very strong now .
just recovered from heavy flu and diarrhea .
doc say mild gastric -.-
diao . fat people also have gastric . hmmm .


i hate driving!
actually is cant concentrate bah .
my concentration span is only 20 to 30 minutes~
its okay~ i'm efficient!!
haha~
went to have dinner with bunch of friends .
nice people . luckily i can catch their jokes!
dinner is fish .
boneless grilled fish . taste of indon~



dear david ( my bro ) :
let me remind you .
if you dare to be funny with carinn .
I'LL SHOW YOU WHATS CALLED FUCKED UPSIDE DOWN :)
she's such a nice girl .
although i barely know her .
her assurance and words are warm and cosy despite of the distance .
i can feel her smile, her misses, her silliness, her love towards david .
i feel that she's the best a guy could ever get ( til now lah )
understanding, smart, talented pretty and just a little short~ jkjk~
haha .
i feel the most important one is being understanding and faithful bah .
both of those can be compared to none .
I AM ENVIOUS OF DAVID!
























morning people!!!
i also dont know why i woke up so early today -____-||
spent 7 hours on the road ytd .
it was quite crazy lah .
my cousin and i travel out of town to look for clothing material at new place .
so company him lo .


the road was quite smooth .
but its bit weird cause it was quite congested , normally not so much traffic de -.-
we saw rainbow on our way back . it was huge . cant even see the other bow .
hmmmm .
but the best one was when i was sec 2 bah .
it was round!! nv seen before right?


it is nice in indo leh .
different people here . i like it cause there are many different classes .
and i can mix with any of them ^^
time flies . 5 more days then i'm goin back . i miss my bro lah!
he went in TV okay! siao siao .
indonesia badminton training ok .
heard from him , rafflesJC people came to train also .
but cried home -___-|| losers .


i miss malaysia
kao .
friends last longer than lovers ^^
singapore is totally different from indonesia and malaysia .
being in between them is good ^^
dont doubt my communication skills man .
where's ong wee wee?
msg me but dont know how to tag me !!


i want to go fishing tonight!!!




















just reached home~
zz .
cousin came today .
thank god .
goin out again later i think .
he wanna drink -.-
da shao ye .
duh~



was looking at this tv in front of me .
there's this show called : sky of love
i think got kamenishi or someone that i forgot .
ask J, she sure know -.-
i'm still waiting for her post for me sia .
i miss my friends !!!



went out with oldest cousin today .
he's always there to guide me with venice ^^
got some things straight today . i feel glad :)
he's been in my stage last time .
just 1 sentence from him . like wad Bboy JL say!!
"so what? , tmr sun no need rise? whole country holiday for u?
money drop from heaven or other people lives will be affected?"
none of them :) life goes on my friends .
fall down, get up . keep on walking .
my cousin is quite disappointed in me though .
he nv expect me to become so retarded .
but , he's glad that i nv change that much though .
my principle as soe is still standing frim !!
hmmm . take it as a lesson?




i forgot the sentence that i always say to others last time .
i'm soe , indo-chinese .
if you still dont understand, pls ask your parents .
if your parents dont understand , ask them to fuck themselves
unless they live in the mountain :)



sometimes i do wonder .
hmmm .
if a stupid person mix with clever people ( a group )
why does the stupid person is still stupid?
the answer is :
i am stupid for asking, cause the person is stupid !!!
ok , lameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~



in simple conclusion :
be yourself soe . who do u live your life for ?
what are you afraid of ?
no friends ?
no money ?
no career ?
no fun ?
no life ?
dont joke with me -___-||



p.s : this entry is just a piece of my mind .
if you feel it provoking , it means you're not that stupid :)





































been at home the whole noon .
morning went to have breakfast with a friend :)
she brought me to her favorite noodle stall .
but felt bad for her , cause i'm really not feeling well -.-
i usually finished 1half bowl . but today, not even half -.-
stomach upset with vomiting and diarrhea .
slight fever with aching body .
what i guessed is that been staying in hospital for too long .
then added the any-how meals .
then resulted in this situation .



my cousin is coming tmr .
finally not that bored anymore .
but have to keep him company le lah -.-
been sleepin quite late .
no reason . cause mum is not here!! lalala~
i miss my friends . and my girl too ^^
shouldn't have came here int he first place .
grandma is not as bad as what my unc told me lah -_____-||
but its good to be here though .
after series of mishaps .
this is a great place to straighten your mind . think calmly .



i lost my SIM card people!!
haha . careless me . my bor lost his here too -.-
lol . gotta change new number soon anyway .
contract ends by feb .
i'll have lots of events during feb .
chinese new year in indo?
valentine's day after 2nd year anniversary . ( if there's any )
haha . my BIRTHDAY is coming up too!!
island trip with malaysian peeps is confirmed .
taiwan should be early march .
see? dont play play hor!!



was chatting with ong wee wee and some other people just now -.-
she asked me y nv see doc? cause i dont want to depend on pills!
ask yourself before asking me to sleep early pls!! baaaaka~ hotline my ass!
i think she dont know how expensive it is to msg here . lol .
getting some presents for u guys is inevitable i guess :)
its 3.37 A.M now .
still not feeling that good .
cant sleep , not that tired yet .
go down for a walk? nah . too windy , later become worst~



nights people?
ooops .
i mean morning ^^


very tired!!!
just jogged and played basketball .
idiots -.-
play till so rough . like play with your life _|_


something is wrong with my right hand .
i cant carry heavy things .
gosh . the bone is fine . its the vessels inside were hay wire i think .
was stuck inside the hospital . nvm , company grandma bah .
its quite weird u know? there're many cars . but too little driver .
right lee?? i hate driving . i love looking out of window seats from the hind seat .
but my girl hated it when i take cab .


time passes so slow . when u r not occupied i guessed .
it'll be different from tmr onwards i hope~
meeting my piano teacher . could be starting back my tennis lesson .
havent contact my primary school friends though~
shopping will keep me busy ^^ !!!
its through when they sae that one will think alot when you're alone .
i'm quite worried bout my mum . she's alone in sing though~


its 12 plus now . gtg .
my girl nv havent reply me . she painting her nail bah .
dont know tmr goin where liao~
sometime being your normal friends spend more time with u ehh??


1first time : pls tag my board :)


its gettin harder and harder to breathe .
i dont know why . insecurity just sets in .
you guys have no idea how envious i am to my bro .
he has a pretty and talented gf who waits patiently for e .
at least for now lah . its been 1 months plus for them .
the msgs from his girl can be compared to none i think .



hanging by the small thin tread .
we used to brave storms like nothing .
what is these misfortunates events that sets in at the wrong time?
it became the greatest test that i could hardly face .
is findin the right one that difficult?
is keeping each other promises that difficult?
sometimes, you made me see promises are meant to be broken .
when trust is no longer there . everything tumbles down like landslide .



dear god .
why did you prank me with this game of fate .
not emo-ing mind you guys .
insecurity + confused mind + empty trust is my current mind set .
its killing me . i do feel sometimes it was my fault .
u could barely survive another blow .
everone changes with time .
influences happens everywhere and anywhere to anyone
its whether you're negatively or positively affected or affects others .



this is constantly playing between you and me lately .
do i miss you?
like never before .
everyone starts to treassure only after they lost someone .
i learnt my mistakes . i lost someone i loved most ( somehow )
2 more months . we try to build what we have lost bah .
i have no one to blame . if there's love and trust . there's nothing we cant overcome .
if we were really meant for each other . nothing can separate us .



being in a quiet place reminiscing can really let you think deep .
weighing the consequences for both sides of both parties .
i'll go against the world if you're worth it . prove me you're worth it okay :)
i love you babe . we'll make the decisions for the best of us . guide me with your actions :)


first day in indo .
its so lay back that i am drowned in time .
people were cycling slowly .
traffic jams . road side stalls . the sky-cover .ing dust .
i grew up here .
reached jakarta round 1 local time . the flight is delayed half an hour .


youngest uncle and cousin bro fetched me :)
we go straight to my grandma house to put my stuffs .
then i went over to office and another uncle's house .
saw my youngest cousin -.- she cried seeing me -.-
nandayo!!


i really miss them .
its the house where i grew up .
i really need this place now .
some quiet place that i can sit around thinkin what i've done for the past year .


visitted grandma at night .
almost the whole family was present .
of course all were surprised to see me .
my elder cousin didn't even know that i was there .
hmmm .
i'm glad that grandma is doing better .
can't really compare her current state with those time that she fetches me to school .
was only round 9 though .


i realised 1 thing for sure .
influence is either good or bad .
it affects one greatly without the person knowing .
you are both ! the one affected and the one influencing others .
luckily i am not the one easily affected . or else i would have gone crazy clubbing since long before .
its is about responsibility for me . i believe in karma .
whats goes up must come down and what goes around comes around .
that's why being pragmatic is the best for everyone i feel .


i can treat you good .
just show me you're worth it .
thats all you need .
babe . if you're worth it . even going against the world i'll stand by you .
mean it when you say you love me .
mean it when you say you'll put me first .
if i can do it . show me that you're who i did it for .


will be in indo for 2 weeks from tmr onwards .
something last minute crops up .
sorry alex for putting your aeroplane last minute .

merry christmas guys .
best wishes for you guys okay??!!
see you people around .

i love you babe .
sorry for the misunderstanding .
always by my side yea?
love you lots <3


woke up at 8 -.-
kao . still so sleepy lah .
thx to wee soo . zz .
reached home bout 11 last night .
went over to angela house with diana ^^
her family went over to malaysia for holidays .
she's afraid of 'that thing'
so asked us to come over and company her a while .
not that we don't want to ton over . too sudden le lah .
tell my mum what? you lost your house key , then cant go out?? -.-
baaaaaaaakaaaaa~


skipped school today .
holiday mood .
goin out with J and fish later .
town bah . the ikea i think ^^
seldom go out with fish . must behave properly le .
1 kick from black belt babe should leave me bed-ridden for life -__-||


kao .
have to chiong my PP again .
sickening . feel like heck care bout it .
but to re-do nxt yr is not worth it lah .
see bigger picture people!!
don't act rush :)


dear diana :
i've overcome my miseries .
i, we will help you with all we've got :)
i select my friends .
since you're my buddy ^^ ,
you'll get the best of me ~
you enjoyed talking to me ? so do i my friend :)


i miss my gf sia . don't know where she went .
hmmm <3
i think she playing hide and seek with me ~
you love playing that game don't u .
i'm very good at it .
let's play hide and seek with the other soe :)


its a wet morning !!!
cold and wet -____-||
i just cant open my eyes . arms from the bed stretches out to tie me close to them~
both legs are soring . thx to yesterday's game .


i was so bored .
looking at my pathetic phone is really disheartening .
was talking to a very close friend of mine the whole morning :) J
so surprised that she came online this early . duh ~
she's emo-ing . but nothing big she said . so okay then .


i don't want to stay home .
i'm goin to repair my phone . so that ic an capture moments with my friends again ^^
finally . i got hua zhu ^^
my dear gan mei mei . used to be very close with her during secondary school times .
A level had been keeping us distant . its okay now :)
she was sleepin when i called her . but she got back to me soon after that .
i asked her to company me . and of course . its a deal .
met her round 2.45 . bit later though . was with mum buying some things .


queued for my number .
it was 46 when i pressed for the queue number .
took us 45 minutes for that '46' to appear . zzz .
i know you're endothermic lah .
but you don't have to always grab my hand don't you??!!!
can't u see the big bruise -.-
hua zhu got weird taste in guys -.-
those that will give her lots of freedom and doesn't need to be so down to earth lah~
someone like me she said !!! i was flattered though~ haha .
it takes time lah . after all we knew each other round 6 yrs le?
how can u compare to those insensitive guys that know u for a while :)


i feel that relationships is there for u to know which one you want and which one you don't .
first one fails
second one fails
third one fails .
its okay :) you then get to choose which one suits the best for you :)
i agree strongly :)


if someone don't love you and broke off with you .
there's 2 thing that we should be happy about !!

1. you lost someone that don't love you
2. she lost someone that love her :)
quite worth it lah . so yea .
current song : ai wo de zi ge by S.H.E
have a great week ahead guys ^^


its been long since i spent 10 hours with her .
it passes real fast .


went out today with my girl .
met diana first .
at north point .
it changed so much . i missed the old one .
i have many memories there :)


then my girl was late!
as usual .
5 kisses as punishments :) hehe~
the 3 of us headed to plaza sing ^^
slack around .
ate cake and shop for some stuffs .
we exchange vows in front of diana .
a wierd one -.-
diana to soe : would you take shuting as your wife and care for her and always be there for life?
soe : yes!! definately when i am free -.- ( haha)
diana to shuting : would you take soewandi gunawan as your fateful husband .
shuting : see first, see whether got time or not -.- ( lame~)


diana had to rush off to work .
wee soo lah -.-
cant wake up . .
zz .
few minutes after she left ,
yuan sheng, xling and wee reached .
as usual .
wee were hungry
food again~
we decided to watch movie : bolt -.-
childish? mah . once in a while is fine .
i almost fell asleep some parts .
was hugginh my gf so tightly lah .
then disturbed wee by calling her phone several times to entertain ourselves~
haha :)


alex reached towards the ending of the show .
then we headed straight to bugis .
communication breakdown .
we couldn't understand mar's god language .
nvm , meet at bugis control station . lalala~
bought some ice cream . my girl wanted them -.-
as usual , her lemon sorbet~
bought some for the rest too :)


after wondering for sometime on which steamboat place to eat .
alex, mar and i decided to settle at the place that we came last time .
the food was okay . fine .
but i like the ambience .
we had the 2nd floor!!
it was freezing cold up there -.-
haha . food was nice! cause lots of people were there .
we joked around , fool around . my girl dropped one of the fishballs -.-
duh~ wee nv finished wad she ordered!!
actually all of us were like tat lah~ haha .


cynthia reached when we were finishing too .
i think she just came back from town ..
hmmm . .
we are goin to pub!!
eski .
i want to show my girl the places we go when i were with my friends :)
no funny stuffs . just mischiefs :)
i want you to trust me :)



after seeing alex dancing for twice .
lalala~
we went home shortly around 10.30 .
its been long since i went home with her .
missed it :)
i hope i can always be there for her :)
love you babe . don't hurt me anymore okay :)
i'll consider him after you ^^
haha XD
thank you guys
thank you for your time .
we shall hang out more often soon :)
i love you babe <3


monthsary is coming .
it coming to 20th months le .



i miss your playfullness .
i miss your lame jokes .
i miss your laughing at nothing .
i miss your eating like forever , and not finishing them .
i miss you biting me for saying you fat .
i miss your getting jealous when i look at other girls .
i miss your waiting for me when i was with my friends .
i miss your kiss when its time to go home .
i miss your silliness when nnot knowing which dress to choose .
i miss your warmth in cinemas .
i miss your whining when you wanted ice cream .
i miss your childish when doing things .
i miss your scoldings when i am sick .
i miss your greetings every morning
i miss your goodnight kisses .
i miss your voice before i slept .
i miss us hiding from someone !
i miss you standing my my side when we meet our friends .
i miss your lingering anna sui on your neck .
i miss you being late for our dates
i miss your every every everything .


don't you please give them to someone else .
don't you please take them from me .
don't you please don't give them to me anymore .
don't you please leave me .
and please , don't you leave me .


i know those stuffs i did .
i went clubbing without your consent ( once )
i went smoking ( occasionally )
i went making you jealous knowing you hated it .
i went neglecting you , spending more time with my friends .


but .
i never want to make you cry .
i never want to make you sad .
i never once ever thought of you would leave me .
i never once thought flinging with other girls .
i never once thought of releasing your hand from my grasp .


i still wanna bring you to snow city
i still wanna bring you for Singapore flyer .
i still wanna waste my time with you during chalet .
i still wanna see you in my xxl clothes
i still wanna taste your lips in every morning .

i cant do this anymore .
have not been sleepin well since that faithful night .
i wont blame anyone else but me .
i can't eat without you by my side .
i just cant stay home when you're still outside with those junks .
i know i have no right to call them junks .
is it that you found what you wanted in them?
is it that you found something in them that you can't in me?
is it that they're more fun to be with?
is it that you wanted him?
or is it that you're sick of me . .
you are everything i wanted .
the first , and be my last .


i promised to make you the 2nd happiest person in this earth
i'm sorry, but , i'll be the first . cause i have you .
please .
let me have that one more chance?
to be your everything <3

i really mean it when i said this blog is the present for our 2nd anniversary . i won't blog anymore . until you give me a reply . in the tag board :)


its just another wednesday ~
lalala~

just reached home not long .
went out since early morning .
with mum first of course~
family comes first ^^

met my BESTIE ( sound so like someone right angela?? )
haha .
nah . bestie is not the word .
beyond my vocab .
dont know how to describe .


met a friend just now .
another ah beng friend .
i mean last time lah .
a guy under police probation , charged of sending people to hospita ( no joke)
i just so need him now lah ^^
can finish some necessary 'jobs' in no time :) ^^

then met J
then met alex ^^
bought a shirt .
totally doped . ( if its to chim for you, it means cool )
its from esprit .
went to river island, topshop, just cant find a nice one .
after we reached esprit , i was trying a button shirt .
when she threw me a black stripped polo .
she said it was nice, and suits me :)
i wore i straight :)
when we had dinner with alex .
he said it was nice too :) kind of street wear .
you guys really click well don't ya .


enjoyed every seconds with u guys :)
gal = J
guy = alex
mix = angela ( why? ask alex , lalala~)
of course i still have many many more nice people around me !!
may be i had all along been living in the coconut shell -.-
i need some kinda make over .
not just another boy next door~
this change is inevitable

school tmr .
don't know what has got into my head .
my model student image is gone .
school kinda boring now .
marilyn went to club .
she asked me along .
but, thats not my stuff . i know we meet people there .
but not this time :) perhaps next time :)
many friends finished their exams le .
fun time!!!


i was born to tell you i love you :)
enough with the pitiful acts that i've put up :)
in the amidst of despair .
i forgot who i really am .


whats wrong soe?
you're no pussy .
your brothers ans sisters are all behind you .
life's got its down .
its been too smooth for me ll along .
its time to stand up again and climb .
to err is human .


i love my girl .
i will trust her .
if the end is tragic for me .
so be it .
karma revolves, who know its my turn ^^


thank you boey .
thank you xling , diana , wee and sheng .
thank you babe :)




have not been having enough sleep lately .
school is busy with the pushcart .
have been going out with friends .
wasn't in good terms with my girl .
many friends are sick .
i need vitamin C!!
i need some of your lips ^^


at moss now!!
with angela and xiangling .
diana went back le .
school kinda sucks . so left early~


met up with them at chong pang .
planned to eat with my girl .
but she was sleeping . sleeping and sleeping .
called her round 12 times today le . 6 were made by lee .
lol -_____-||



went to sing at amk hub de Kbox .
sucks .
so many ah bengs there lah . kao .
dye hair half half .
u know??
like mix breed of dogs .

杂种

fringe dye gold -.- back dye gold -.-
pathetic idiots . poor their parents .
bring harm to themselves still must trouble the others ^^
wont be stepping into that place for the second time .


we're bored .
yan sheng is late .
wad the .
moss is cold -.-
cant feel my fingers while typing~ hmmm .
tmr is wed . no need to go to school! lalala~
morning should be with mum bah~
evening then go out with my clicks bah ~


WAITING IMPATIENTLY FOR WEEKEND!!


i'm delighted!!
at least better than yesterday .
cb .
emo is contagious .
i need hyper active medication!!
and i found angela and diana .
zz .
if only my phone isn't spoilt .
i would've make some candid shots out of them!!
haha :)
my girl was there too ~
your warm hug is always irreplaceable as ever ~
my friends like u :)



i cant wait for weekends .
alex's birthday coming up .
been long since i mastermind an event~
haha .
alex .
i hope we wont let u down^^
drinking is bad for health .
we boil tap water with you with lighter ok!!
gan dong bah ~



friday my girl will go out with diana i hope .
then meeting her at night ?
not sure shisha thing still on not .
hmm XD
saturday going out again!!!



important noticew .
i dont care what u have on 19th dec .
its for alex!!
pls make it free~