soe is down .
feeling very mixed :)
thanks to you .
you know who you are .
let me repeat , translate and reply what you told me just now :)


everyone changes with time :)
sure enough . you are able to think more 'in depth' le .
i'm not too sure whether i'm a fool or i was a fool?
how many of you are attached?
how many of my friends are attached?
some of my friends told me many things .
but, i am biased . only in this .
those crude remarks on how to treat a girl , i'll filter it out .
i only wanted to hear good words for my girl :)
sorry guys .
i was dumb .
soe -.- can be quite dumb sometime
so, here's the thing . listen on both sides then act .


i think i should learn from you also :)
don't you think so?
i'll begin to think also , so from thinking i'll change :)
just like you did , change to be a 'better' lover that you like <3
i'm very particular about being pragmatic .
main point : think for who?
myself? others? own family? our own friends?
i'm not afraid of telling you this .
the things that motivates me and kept me going when you give me shit .
are all my friends . steven, angela, lee were there all in this relationship .
a relationship that is more fucked up along with time .
thanks to your new friends :)
yes yes , you do have nice phone , nice content too .
angela and i think so .


as a man of my word .
if you don't give a damn .
i'll learn to be smarter , why be a pathetic dog if i can be human?
i've got my dear friends .
i'm playful , but i'm no bastard .
what's soe well-known for?
my words can be sweetest thing on earth .
or blades that gives you the deepest wound


guys :)
let me steal some phrase from my good friend J .
the constant playback songs are zi you ( zhang zheng yue ) and xia yu tian ( nan quan ma ma )
you always give me the best shit during the best times :)
i don't know whether you enjoy doing this like a long time hobby ~
well .
i strongly believe , by the time i've learned enough .
the phrase would be goodbye :)






let's get on .
after the push cart competition .
finally i can relax .
while angela made me wait yesterday .
i did see and think many things .
may be i should have something that i can commit too .
some martial-arts lessons would be nice .
waited for alex till closing at expo .
had some supper after that with nice people .


thank you guys :)