first day in indo .
its so lay back that i am drowned in time .
people were cycling slowly .
traffic jams . road side stalls . the sky-cover .ing dust .
i grew up here .
reached jakarta round 1 local time . the flight is delayed half an hour .


youngest uncle and cousin bro fetched me :)
we go straight to my grandma house to put my stuffs .
then i went over to office and another uncle's house .
saw my youngest cousin -.- she cried seeing me -.-
nandayo!!


i really miss them .
its the house where i grew up .
i really need this place now .
some quiet place that i can sit around thinkin what i've done for the past year .


visitted grandma at night .
almost the whole family was present .
of course all were surprised to see me .
my elder cousin didn't even know that i was there .
hmmm .
i'm glad that grandma is doing better .
can't really compare her current state with those time that she fetches me to school .
was only round 9 though .


i realised 1 thing for sure .
influence is either good or bad .
it affects one greatly without the person knowing .
you are both ! the one affected and the one influencing others .
luckily i am not the one easily affected . or else i would have gone crazy clubbing since long before .
its is about responsibility for me . i believe in karma .
whats goes up must come down and what goes around comes around .
that's why being pragmatic is the best for everyone i feel .


i can treat you good .
just show me you're worth it .
thats all you need .
babe . if you're worth it . even going against the world i'll stand by you .
mean it when you say you love me .
mean it when you say you'll put me first .
if i can do it . show me that you're who i did it for .