its gettin harder and harder to breathe .
i dont know why . insecurity just sets in .
you guys have no idea how envious i am to my bro .
he has a pretty and talented gf who waits patiently for e .
at least for now lah . its been 1 months plus for them .
the msgs from his girl can be compared to none i think .



hanging by the small thin tread .
we used to brave storms like nothing .
what is these misfortunates events that sets in at the wrong time?
it became the greatest test that i could hardly face .
is findin the right one that difficult?
is keeping each other promises that difficult?
sometimes, you made me see promises are meant to be broken .
when trust is no longer there . everything tumbles down like landslide .



dear god .
why did you prank me with this game of fate .
not emo-ing mind you guys .
insecurity + confused mind + empty trust is my current mind set .
its killing me . i do feel sometimes it was my fault .
u could barely survive another blow .
everone changes with time .
influences happens everywhere and anywhere to anyone
its whether you're negatively or positively affected or affects others .



this is constantly playing between you and me lately .
do i miss you?
like never before .
everyone starts to treassure only after they lost someone .
i learnt my mistakes . i lost someone i loved most ( somehow )
2 more months . we try to build what we have lost bah .
i have no one to blame . if there's love and trust . there's nothing we cant overcome .
if we were really meant for each other . nothing can separate us .



being in a quiet place reminiscing can really let you think deep .
weighing the consequences for both sides of both parties .
i'll go against the world if you're worth it . prove me you're worth it okay :)
i love you babe . we'll make the decisions for the best of us . guide me with your actions :)