Sunday, March 15, 2009 Y 12:00 AM

knowing a good friend is difficult . keeping them is sure way more difficult .
everybody agrees . unless u are from which cave .
just saw my facebook pictures .
fucking 80 over of them . ccb . most obscene .
those were taken during my bdae! lol .



well , vincent noted this to me before .
angel , you're so xin fu now .
you came from good family background , you've many great friends around you .
and you've a wonderful girlfriend~
agree dude! but no one in this world is perfect .
i'm a fat surrounded human with dick . my face is like god knows wad -.-
but i mastered to a certain the art of communication!
art of treating people right . art of thinking for the others .
but my academics were average -.- zz .



the main point bbout this entry is that .
i wanted all my friends to lead life to the fullest .
i and my friends will try our best to fill in the crates of your life to make it more beautiful .
difficult? not at all .
whats more sad to see frowns on others when you're the only one smiling?
being my friend . i give damn to u guys! hell lots of damn!
when you're my friend . you're definately my friend damn it .
dear lao hsiao .
do not lose confidence in any occasion .
i was talking with some friends the other night .
you're no right to complain bout anythin!
let's ask? how can you compare yourself with those handicaps?
mentally not sane people? people who are only them self in this world?



love is a wierd crazy yet beautiful thing .
lose is shit when you found rotten partner .
but , those bitter and sour experience will guide you towards the right decision!
how? you got to learn what you wanted for yourself~
and you got to not choose what you do not want for yourself .
it is damn right . everyone wanted a long and nice relationships .
so , what the fuck you hurry for? take your time bro :)
you've got me! you've got alex . you've got J , angela my girl .
and almost all of my friends .



dear J .
fuck the guys who gave you shits before .
but thank them to help you grow up!
life has its ups and downs . there's not road with shade and carpeted with diamonds and rubies .
challenges are there to make one even perfect .
learn and not to repeat them is how one get better!
i'm not ALEX ( pussy)
i do not take compliment seriously .
i only mind about the negaive points .
i used to ask you . KL . and angela on how i can inprove myself .
never stop doing it :)
i feel that compliment is there when you did the right things .
if you've mend your negatives , whats there left are only compliments .
after that, then give yourself a pat on your shoulder and whisper in your heart .
yes . thats the way . we deserves it .



i do not critisize people and expect them to do what i can do .
cause i cant do most of what they can do .
would you like being critisize bacause you do not know how to breathe in the water?
everyone's unique in their own way . serious .
as for me! i juts want to get better and better and better each time .
guys , there's only 1 life , its to short to believe .
why waste? would you smile or frown more? only you can decide .



sometimes i think too highly of myself .
most of you would sure have felt that too .
what to do?
my name is soe . the only soe .