i dedicated this song to myself .
why? emo mode today .
i just played basketball with steven .
whole new court .
colourful . but the smell and sight is still the same .
we played with so many people that we saw from almost a decade ago ,
some people from 609 , 850 all came to the new court .
some of their faces never change . some change slightly .
like mine and steven's . that damned guy grew so much taller lah .
and we're much more skilled than last time of course :)



of course these are not the things that made me dedicate this post .
i've been through lots . saw lots .
until now . i've friends 2 dear friends that i've known for almost a decade .
Steven and J . true friends are like gold . they withstand fire and ages :)
we grew up with songs from jay , lee hom and SHE especially .
the song on top is so damn nice .
they changes with time . so do we .
we know whats good and bad for us . we treasure what ought to be treasured .
when we were small . after every bad occasions , we always said if only i could turn back time , i wouldn't have done that .
now , look at what you guys have did few years back .
what ought to be proud off? and what were ought to be ashamed off?
its time to give deep thoughts and do self improvements by realising ownself .
its no joke .
u cant even reach the shelves of library shelves when you were younger .
look what height can give u now?
great ability comes with great responsibility . miss use them and your're a fucking loser .



i lost someone before .
i knew so much more after that .
in the end? whats the result?
those who lasts til the end are the true ones .
friends walks and pass your life like foot prints .
but which foot prints will leave the most vivid memories?
i love my girl so much now .
i will never cheat on a girl that i love . nevertheless harm her or make her cry .
i neglected her when i have the whole time in the world to attend to her when my mum wasn't around . i missed her coming into my room when i was sleeping .
i missed her packet lunch .i so wanted to hug her now lah .
hmmm .
mum shouldn't be staying for too long .
i will promise to company her to study for her exams whenever we have the time :)
i will treasure the things that i used to take for granted for :)
less cigarettes and alcohol? in fact i dont drink -.-
2009 shall leave me with great memories .
with lee alex J paul wee vincent xling YS and my girl of course :)