what are friends for?
what do you mean friends?

some claim friends are there when u have troubles .
what are troubles?
troubles are meant to trouble friends?
friends that help you during troubles then counted as friends?



no definite answers .
some are contented to have someone accompanying them for drinking .
some just to go out with .
some just to play sports with .
some just to have meals with .
some just to look for when they need them to .




there are some criteria that i look for my friends .
my friends should be friends for my friends .
i can play , i can take jokes , i can be punk'ed .
but can the rest of my friends can?
if no, then they wont join my clique who are more 'peaceful' then the punks .
knowing many friends will keep you accompanied .
knowing more friends will keep you busy .
when u are busy with someone , you tend to forget the rest .
i have this tendency .
but thank god i've got wonderful friends :)
at least for now . after some incidents that left me utterly disappointed .



been to bangkok . just only .
those people that i went with can take stuffs well .
i tend to change destinations or jump to conclusions ith just a snap of my fingers.
of course got brain think with brain before de lah .
i like it that when they dont like that or this, then they voice out .
at least dont keep inside then after sometime , come out with all the fucking reasons for hating someone cause of this and that . its super lame lah . may be u call them adults :)



paul is like follower .
his claim : holidays are meant to be not planned! we just go all ut and enjoy!
agree man :)
tam will say : we should go here, we should see that .
we ought to do that .
lee will say : ok lo , sui bian , bu yao lah -.-
jackson our boss will just say :
let me bring u guys here , you guys want to try that? i think we should do this than that :)


best part is : we adapt real quick , name a place , survey , everyone agree . then go!
no agree , survey again , until agree , then go !
how efficient it is right?
imagine if one party hates another party . then ended up spoiling the mood .
evevryone stay in the room watching tv -.-
no next time going out between me and u yea ?? haha .



treat is treat .
paying first is paying first .
we should know each other's budget limitations .
paul and me should be balanced , we 21 only mah .
tammy dont need lah , she rich . she older than us . must take care of us .
jackson dont need say , just tel him what u want . ooooooooooopppppsssss .
WRONG!!!
there's a limit . a cup of water today , another cup tmr . 1 year 1 carton .
we're not rich man -.- work liao also cannot like that .
spend between the budget .
borrowed must be returned eventually .
then one party wont be as satisfied or wont like u as much next time .
it takes 2 hand to clap?
not all time , what is all time?
all time is when we think and look out for each other!
sparing thoughts for them .
see whether he or she is tired?
see he or she is tight?
see he or she is free or not .
this is looking out , this is friend , this is what keep friends :)



friends wont just let u pass like that .
friends are not whom u met everyday .
friends are not only there when u need them .
friends are when you ask , how are you ? whats up lately? and lets go out for dinner man :)
keeping them is like :
kinda shit man, ring you out when i'm done with my stuffs?
today cant make it . i will ring you asap okay?
sky's up! u owe me treat from last time .
sian lei , lets just drink coffee , i got gf to feed lah~


then both party do it!
dont just say call u up then sounds good .
soon will become hi and bye .
dont claim one as best friend can?
you dont even know what the other person is thinkning bout you .
seems good on the surface , in the heart is just %$&%@*%$@*$@ .
dont cling too much to others too soon .
makes you look cheap . this is me .
i ought to learn from lee . he thought me those :)
although his dick is shorter , he can think more deeper , emo mah . cant blame . lalalala .




i want to earn more money!
i want to be able to satisfy myself more than i could .
i want to help the others .
i want to know independent .
i dont want to be tied to time .
i want to be whom i wanna be :)