anyone heard the song already gone before?
its a super nice song ^^
but i seriously wonder who can seriously sing it when looking into one's eyes .
therefore : i am looking forward to it .
i know a suitable candidate though .



your's faithfully
i saw someone who looked almost like u walking into the same cabin .
my mind wonders . i tried not to do something as stupid as rushing towards you and ask for your name . it has been crazy . the whole admiralty to woodlands trip seems like forever . i was holding back . to something that could saved all of us , but my ego whispered hardly , its not worth it , at all . if only this and if only that , fully agree to her , often , most of the time , accompanied by regrets . i dont live under the shadow , i never like to regret after decision .
the look , the feelings , to see how my friends are becoming day and time . its crazy yea? a single soul destroying the entire community .


dear someone,
its your fickle mind that drive me , keeps me to want to guide you . does it feels like control? is the uneasiness driving you nuts . seriously , i wonder if you feel as lost , as disappointed as i was having lost someone who can communicate with a split-second look . did you? i was comparing , it seriously amuse me when i saw your new friends . i know i have no rights , but it does amuse me when i saw it . may be you wanted to live in different environment , like lay-back or less hectic i would say? but thanks to you too , i am able to see the true colors of the dude , whether they are that strong , that loyal , that appear as nice as they once used to be :) u would be surprised to know the facts .


hey friend,
i am writing this song listening to: the cure . everything seems to be linked to vivid memories , sometimes even future . almost a decade seems like a curse . i am writing this as a friend . the other side is still sleeping , tired of all the satanic plans , do becareful :) time will cure? i seriously dont know my friend . there are too many minds and too many circumstances . all your promises were fueling the anger inside our heads . the spark will come with your appearance . do prevent that . 1 year? 2 years? 3 years? no one will know . we know we're fine if we take it as each of us is somewhere out there , i will continue to build bonds . it'll be shameful if next time my bonds live forgetting someone what was part of the journey . if thats the destination , then this is part of the journey .


p.s live on , be strong , dont look back . we wont be looking under the same sky anymore .
stranger is not the word , avoiding is redundant . so long .