what does nostalgic this word tell u guys about?


is it the period when your parents were still holding your hands?
is it when your parent still bathe you and help you to put on your clothes?
is it when your parents still fetch u to school?
is it when they told you that small kids still dont have to understand this and that?
is it when you first met your best friend?
is it when you were first given money?
is it when your parents first gave you money to help them buy something?
is it when your parents ask you to care for your younger in their place?
is it when they first left u alone at home and told you to behave ?
is it when you first go to school on your own?
is it when you failed your exams , some felt a thing , some felt nothing though . haha
is it when you first commit something that made your parents or friends sad?
is it when you were involved and felt that you're the centre of attraction?
is it when you first took plane alone to another country
is it when you feel something tacky about the opposite gender?
is it when you felt afraid of losing someone or something?
is it when you wanted something very much and braved through everything for them?
is it when you quarreled with your dearest friend or family members?
is it when u regret something over and over again and feel helpless?
is it when you begin a relationship formally?
is it when you thought you already found the one but was disappointed at the end?


OR

is it that you are already having family and thinking about your pasts?
is it when you read the sentence from above 'OR'
is it when you wished you had done something at some points of time?
or is it when you WHAT IFs are as many as what i had mentioned?
or is it all your WHAT IFs were your regrets?
or is it when you thoughts your pearls wouldn't fall down your cheek if you topple yourself?
or is it you are still starting from the first 'is it'



mistakes , what ifs , if onlys , i wish i were , etc .
is your starting points .
its getting lesser and lesser with each ticking clocks .
tammy , xling , angela and of course the rest of my dear friends .
i dont know whether everyone of us can live long enough to send the others .
memories were created , preserved and appreciated .
we dont use any other means to create them . we use EFFORTS and THOUGHTS ^^
can dont force me to lose more strands of hairs writing such an emo entry?? _|_