love isnt finding someone you can live with ,
its finding someone you cant live without ...
and i let the one i cant live without go .

i dreamt about her last night .
nothing can be sweeter than us . for the first 2 years at least?
its difficult to deal with taurus after you rage them .
this morning to be exact . went home around 6 this morning .
crazy much i guess .

i think of her when i eat
i think of her when i walk
i think of her when i close my eyes
i think of her when i listen to songs
i think of her when i am talking to someone


i think of her as long as the clock is ticking ..


she said she doesnt like this type of msgs .
i cant help it . its my purest thoughts and feelings .
guess she doesnt visit my blog anymore .
nor anyone else .
i'll just speak through here :)
i dont know why i am a sucker for her .
she's neither miss universe nor millionaire .
she's just an apple of my eye .


i just felt its unfair towards my friends who was there for me
and after she is finally free , i have to let my friends go?
no , i'm just not strong enough to do that .
they say , i'll always be there for you .
now that i lost her , then i realise , no one will can always be there for me just like her ...


if loving her means letting her go .
i will run away from her :)
but please .

do what makes you happy ,
be with who makes u smile ,
laugh as much as you breathe
and love as long as you live . i love you .